One film that generated a lot of talk at the 2023 Sundance Film Festival was Elijah Bynum’s Magazine dreams, Jonathan plays the lead role. The film won positive reviews at the time of screening, but later got caught up in the controversy due to allegations against Major, obscuring the initial accolades and sparking widespread industry debate. The film was scheduled to be released in December 2023, but Searchlight Pictures removed the title from its release calendar. The distributor then dropped the film in response to a controversy over the lead actor. For almost two years, films didn’t see the light and looked for distributors. Finally, Briarcliff Entertainment jumped in and made a film. Now, two years after the first screening, Magazine dreams Finally released, it is one of those films that gives viewers a flinching view of the dark side of their pursuit of ambition, loneliness and greatness.
The film chronicles the journey of Killian Maddox (Jonathan Major), a deeply troubled amateur bodybuilder struggling to leave behind a lasting legacy. He idolizes Brad Vanderhorn (Michael O’Herne), a famous bodybuilder featured in magazine cover. Hoping to get attention, he regularly sends Brad’s letters and voicemails. At the same time, Killian tries to form connections in his personal life. He is in love with JesseHaley Bennett), a cashier, but his intense personality pushes her away. He also struggles to protect his grandfather’s interests, but his efforts only hurt him and beat him. Killian’s obsession with bodybuilding leads him down a dangerous path. He takes excessive testosterone to maintain his physique, causing liver tumors. However, he refuses surgery as the scars can hurt the possibility of competition.
When he finally meets his hero, Brad, he realizes that the man is not what he expected. Every time Killian faces a retreat, his response is extreme. He insists that he always opens someone’s skull and drinks his brain. But as his world begins to crumble, he is forced to face the harsh reality of his choices. While focusing on his journey, Binham creates a fierce, unsettling story that examines the consequences of masculinity, mental health, and single-minded obsessions.
Unforgettable portrait of mental struggle and body image
Still Haley Bennett from Magazine Dreams (Photo courtesy of Briarcliff Entertainment)
Magazine dreams It’s trippy Unattractive movie titles. Every time someone hears this title, they believe this film may also show the fascinating side of bodybuilding. However, there is little appeal. At its heart, the film is a shattered investigation of mental health and the length of time someone can see. The struggle Killian faces, along with anger, anxiety and social alienation, makes him sympathetic and terrifying. One aspect of making a film into such a rivet watch is that it does not provide an easy solution, rather than an inevitable way to explore the ugly realities of organic and untreated mental illness. Instead, the story of a man who is trapped in a cycle of self-destruction and unable to be free from the expectations he sets for himself.
Bynum, meanwhile, criticizes the toxic culture surrounding masculinity and body image. Killian’s obsession with physical integrity is supported by an industry that praises size and strength, ignoring the necessary mental sacrifices. Refusing to undergo surgery for his liver tumor encapsulates a completely distorted prioritization as the scars ruin his body.
Director of photography Adam Alcapo Enhance the dark tone of the movie with an impressive visual palette. The camera remains in Killian’s body in a way that emphasizes both his strength and isolation. The extreme close-up highlights the sacrifice of his intense training – scars, sweat, veins bulging with each flexion. One of the film’s most arrested sequences occurs when Killian tries to record a tutorial on how to become a bodybuilder. The camera moved almost hypnotically, his physical grandeur juxtaposed with anxiety. The entire sequence is not easy to see, and makes people wonder about the character’s unstable mind.
Jonathan Major delivers an unforgettable, raw performance

Stills from “Magazine Dreams” (Photo service: Briarcliff Entertainment)
The film has a very interesting story, but Jonathan Major’s performance is Magazine dreams Such a great movie. He offers one of the most transformative performances in recent memory. His portrayal of Killian is raw, emotionally harsh and extremely immersive. His physical transformation – from his impressive and sculpted physique that reflects the relentless pursuit of his character’s integrity – from a quiet and fragile moment that reveals the depths of Killian’s suffering, Major gives birth to the role perfectly. His eyes flicker between hope, despair, and boiling anger, creating a character as persuasive as he is tragic. He embodies a dreamer who longs for recognition but suffers from social connections, a dreamer owned by his own obsessions.
Whether he’s trying to leave his desperate voicemail for his idol, Brad Vanderhorn (Michael O’Hern), or awkwardly trying to connect with Jesse (Haley Bennett), Major ensures every moment feels painfully real. It’s a performance that requires attention, and it’s hard to imagine someone else pulling it apart with such ferocity and nuance.
Is magazine dreams worth watching?
Magazine dreams It was not an easy movie to review. What happened between the films, not because of that story, premiered in Sundance and its theatrical release. Many people have told me not to review this flick. But as a critic, it’s my responsibility to watch the film for everyone who worked on it. The major deserved praise for his work. But most importantly, everyone or crew who was part of this film also has the opportunity to introduce their work to the world. And they did an amazing job of sewing stories that were not only heartbreaking, but also very important.
meanwhile Magazine dreams Because of its intense subject matter and intentional pacing, it may not be for everyone. It is a brilliantly made film that leaves a lasting impression. It is an unforgettable memory that the pursuit of greatness sometimes comes at an unbearable cost.
Magazine dreams It is scheduled to be a hit in theaters on March 21st.